i guess we are done trying (if you can even call it that) our bdsm. since I’ve been here i feel like it’s one sided. there really was no effort. once i noticed the lack of effort, i stopped trying as hard but now I’m completely done. today i was chastised in front my friends, which is on my hard list. it was embarrassing and I’m over it. maybe this will be my last post. who knows. but for now, these are my emotions.