He knows what he’s doing. He has me wrapped around his fingers like a fucking ring. This is supposed to be a sort of rant, but it may not come out that way.
I am ashamed, but turned on at the same time.
See, he told me he wants me to something I am uncomfortable with. I said i would do it but not sure if i’d like it, and do you what he said to me?? He said,
” I guess you’re not the slut i thought you were.”
I instantly felt ashamed and i wanted to please him and i said,
“No! I’m sorry Sir. I didn’t mean it. I take it back. I am your slut. I will not disappoint you.”
“No its okay, i understand. Ur a slut of convenience. Ur just a sheltered girl who experimented in college.”
AND FOR SOME REASON THIS PISSED ME OFF!!!
I told him that im not and he said,
“its ok love, u dont have to be something ur not. i understand. not a big deal”
so my dumbass says,
“Please i can do it!”
What the fuck is wrong with me?? I am completely confused and inside i am cracking up because this Man has this control over my mind and my body and I fucking love it! He just made me beg for his forgiveness because i was uncomfortable. WHAT?! He is a little too good at this Dom thing.