So then i get on the bed and in the most awkward way possible, i start to fuck myself with the monster cock. I felt like a virgin all over again.It was the absolute worst! Looking back at the footage, you can see that pain on my face. i had to use lube because i could not get wet for the life of me.

By this point, im so turned off and irritated that i cant even finish recording the video…..big mistake

Sir texts me. “Where’s my video?”

shit…..shit shit shit shit

“ill call you in a sec”

“did you make my video yes or no”

“kinda, it really hurts”

“what hurts….”

“the dicks, its not a full video and its really messed up”

“Im disappointed…the expectation was for you to make a video for me to watch tonight. its past midnight and you have nothing to show me. You will be punished”

………………………………..

I know he’s pissed so i immediately start crying. i go to the bathroom to get my shit together. One thing i hate the most is disappointing sir. I know i’m in deep shit…so i sent him what i had..

Sir tells me that i better get acquainted with the toys before he gets a hold of me…..

fuck…

“you dont know how bad i feel..”

“Do you feel bad?? a good sub would know that masters’s needs come first…ALWAYS”

all i can say is, “Yes sir.”

After i send him the video i tell him i dont want to be punished because i really tried hard…and he says

“idc what you want.”

…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….

What did i learn……hmmm…well i learned that a good sub needs to please master no matter what. Not even if her vagina feel like a shards of glass are embedded in my walls. Nevermind the fact that all the juices in my body have somehow receded into the abyss. I’m just waiting for the tsunami  of pussy juice to cum crashing down at any moment, until then, im relying on my new friend Mr. lube.

I also learned that im probably going to get punished a lot. Im really bad at following directions and taking orders. Now i see where my kids get it from. Im excited, but terrified at the same time. My husband has never put his hands on me and Im a little curious about what he is capable of doing to me. Im also worried that Im going to like it. I know i have my safe words, but what if i choose not to use them?

I really hope Sir isn’t keeping a talley of all the times i fuck up while he’s away..if he is…im fucked.

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